In Order for anyone to see what I have to say, this is and has been a Friend's Only Journal. So if you are my friend then you should be on the list and not worry. But if you aren't my friend and want to be comment to be added. Also I will not add any traitor's to my journal. Once you are taken off my friend's list, then you are gone for good. So Please Play Nice...

Not a good Anniversary but a sad and painful one. I don't know if the wound is healed but I just want to say I support our troops not our Government. I keep hope for all the troops and the families and our country. Don't ever forget!

Remember we are still out there! Don't forget 9-11!

It has been 4 years since Adam and I got married. People have thought we couldn't make it, but 4 years damnit! Thats longer then alot of marriages!

This is one of the few times I will be posting out in public. I have my reasons...To start with, what happened at Virginia Tech truly broke my heart. Since my new job makes me listen to the news over and over I heard the same sad news over and over. And it was if I was there just as a fly on a wall. I cried several times at work, and I mean tears down the cheeks. Each time I heard it I just felt a pit get drilled into my stomach.

Now I understand NBC not wanting to show footage from the gunman. Yes, but there are good reasons to show it as well. So we will learn from the mistakes and know what to do look for. Its better to see it on the news and have someone explain it to you rather then on youtube.com were people get the wrong message.

But what pisses me off to no end is Jack Thompson. The moron who couldn't tell a controller from a rock. He has the balls to say that video games caused the shooting at Virginia Tech. How Fucken DARE HE!? He has no place to say such irrational and unethical remarks. We all know that the gunman Cho Seung-Hui had mental issues. That has nothing to do with video games. Trying to blame something so tragic on some so minor is just immoral.

If people thought NBC hurt the families of victims then Jack Thompson just kicked them square in the teeth. There is no proof to what the man says or any facts to what he says. I hadn't heard anything about Jack Thompson in a while but the statement like this one only proves he needs to go back under a rock.

http://www.totally360.com/gameinfo.php?details=newsid&newsid=1544

Then again he blamed Bill Gates for it as well sending a letter to him babbling on about something. Go find someone else to blame Jack, or better yet just don't say anything at all. Because right now a moment of silence is the best thing you can do for everyone.

Thank you Penny Arcade:

Please remember...Its been 5 years and the pain has subsided a little bit...but its still there....

Today marks the day I married my husband 3 years ago. Alot of people didn't think we would make it so long, but we once again beaten the odds. :) I love you baby!! Happy Anniversary!!

Mom died...she has past to the great beyond. She past on Feb 6, 2006 at 7:00pm

It has been four years since the towers went down, its been four years since we have started the war on Terrorisum...maybe but the 5th anniversary we will be out of Irqa or maybe not...

Just...don't forget...

I am now 21!!! weee....!! Happy Birthday to me!

It has been two full years, thats how long Adam and I have been married. Yup today is our Second Anniersary!!! *hugs him tight* Everyone was like you wont get past the first year, your marriage is made up of lies and everything else....well to all those people you can kiss my ass. We are a happily married couple :) I love you Adam and it has been a hard but wonderful two years being with you!!!

For all those who Read this *Yes I do know who does *winks evil* I want everyone to know...The cats Are mine. Thats the end of that story and for anyones information I am not giving the cats to the pound. If anything they would have gone to a no kill place if it came to that but you know what we pulled the money together and guess what they are going to fly back to Indiana :) So Anyone who wants to start rumors can kiss my white ass and like.

The only reason I said anything at all was because when it came down to it, if we couldn't take the cats then we could and we would get back to Adam's mother. She is on her dying bed and the only mother I have right now. So everyone can mind their own business when it comes to my cats.

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On other news I am getting ready to get out of this hell hole and away from my ex roommate what a fucken liar he is. Like today he told me he met all these famous people and how truckers can make everything a tax write off even Hookers. Ummm Hookers are illegal except in Vegas...and besides my brother was a trucker and I did it with him for over a month.

I swear lies pour out of his mouth like a running facet. Sigh I can't wait to get the hell away from these supposed people.

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And one other thing...Just for everyones info this journal will be friends only. I am tired of people who shouldn't care reading it and starting shit cause they can't let go. So This is my last Open Post Happy Reading!

Today is the mark of our 1st Anniversary!!! Yes we are together for one full year. We made it when no one thought we would. After all that has happened. I LOVE YOU HUN!

A long time ago there was a restaurant where all the kitties went. As the cats would enter, the maitre'd would take their tails and hang them in a closet. Each kitty was given a numbered tag so they could retrieve their tails at the end of dinner. One night though, there was a horrible fire in the kitchen. It spread fast and soon kitties were rushing all about in an attempt to escape the blaze. In the commotion, cats were just grabbing any tail they could get their frenzied paws on. As a result many cats got the wrong tails. It is for this reason that cats to this day sniff each other's backsides...They seek to find their original tails.